| love |
[Aug. 2nd, 2009|03:07 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Mono | ] |
to be in love for real is the greatest feeling the world.
once its gone all you want is that love back.
but will it ever be the same again
thats how i feel lately |
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| hmmm |
[Jul. 19th, 2009|09:58 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | american nightmare | ] |
some interesting things have been happening lately.
well see how they go |
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| im crushing |
[Jun. 22nd, 2009|11:09 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | explosions in the sky | ] |
hard!
on a girl that lives 400 miles away.
whhhhy?? |
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| you're |
[Jun. 17th, 2009|07:49 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Band of Horses | ] |
gorgeous.
you always will be |
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| wow |
[Jun. 5th, 2009|10:34 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Mogwai | ] |
i cant stop thinking about someone right now.
actually its been like a week since i cant stop thinking about this person.
i guess cause its been so long since i have seen this person and now its only a matter of time before they are gone.
i miss her very much. i wish i could go back in time and change things. |
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| ok |
[May. 26th, 2009|10:56 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Copeland | ] |
its done.
we are gonna be friends.
im gonna miss her a lot.
but i think ill be fine.
things happen for a reason.
now i need to focus on moving out to sf and starting school. |
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| dumb |
[May. 12th, 2009|10:48 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
seriously |
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| lalala |
[Mar. 26th, 2009|09:39 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | minus the bear | ] |
it's so hard to be excited about good things finally happening in my life when i want you back in my life |
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| ahh |
[Mar. 22nd, 2009|09:14 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
i hate this so much |
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| i feel so |
[Feb. 10th, 2009|04:05 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  confused | ] |
left out from this other world that is happening.
i feel like im missing out on so much.
like im not living my life the way it should be lived.
i just have a lot of my mind. too much to put into words.
this is just a tiny bit of it that i can put into words |
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| 2 months |
[Feb. 7th, 2009|07:04 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | godspeed you! black emperor | ] |
since we last saw each other.
honestly it feels longer |
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| so |
[Jan. 31st, 2009|09:27 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | godspeed you! black emperor | ] |
my life is slowly getting better. |
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| my life |
[Jan. 23rd, 2009|09:33 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Explosions in the sky | ] |
is at its lowest point at the moment.
i need something to happen to make it better again.
its shitty how wonderful your life can be and then at a split second it turns into shit.
i miss your love for me.
i miss your face.
i miss your laugh.
i miss your voice.
i miss your chipmunk cheeks.
i miss it all.
why am i not over this yet? |
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| i knew |
[Jan. 12th, 2009|09:27 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | sad | ] |
i didnt deserve someone as perfect as you |
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| new years eve |
[Dec. 30th, 2008|07:09 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | crushed | ] |
is tomorrow.
i have no idea what im doing.
i would like to end this year better than its been going.
there was only one person i wanted to be with and i have lost her.
i dont know what she is doing or who she is gonna be with but i am really scared. all im gonna be thinking about is who she is with. and wishing that she was having a good time with me.
2 years we spent new years together. how am i gonna deal with it tomorrow.
it would be nice to have a new years kiss. but only from her. |
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| im sorry |
[Dec. 21st, 2008|03:07 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | blank | ] |
but this is the worst fucking feeling ever |
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| just knowing |
[Dec. 16th, 2008|09:54 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | scared | ] |
that i can never hold you in my arms and kiss you goodnight ever again makes me wanna cry.
i pray that this is not the end for us. |
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| jenna |
[Dec. 9th, 2008|06:06 pm] |
i miss you.
i have been thinking about you non stop since the day i met you.
you are the girl of my dreams.
honestly i wish i could propose to you right now. but i dont think thats what you want.
darling, save the last dance for me.
i love you |
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| ugh |
[Nov. 29th, 2008|05:50 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | blank | ] |
fuck |
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| its |
[Nov. 19th, 2008|11:53 am] |
| [ | Mood |
| | sad | ] |
over.
i cant believe this day has come.
i have never wanted it to.
i dont wanna be here anymore.
i need to get out.
my heart is broken
and i know hers is too.
i just wish we can just get back together. |
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